GEM
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
goodbye.
Monday, March 22, 2004
another great eighties night. and i won't let this bother me. time to get some food. ignore ignore ignore. ahh yes.
EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL!!!
[ mood : okay ]
[ jams : Elliot Smith - Between the Bars ]
it's strange, actually. it is strange to be okay. i've had an amazing sence of peace since Saturday morning. i guess i am still sorrowful, but it has a strange calm about it. i am not sure if i like this or not. heh.
anyways, all dressed up (by this i mean i have clothes on...i'm not looking particularilly fashionable or anything) to head to eighties night. it should be a blast!
keep ya'lls fingers crossed about March 29th. what's March 29th you ask? well, i'll tell you. if my p-town mates can make it down here...we're gonna play with Jenoah. everything looks like it is lining up, so i am excited.
[ mood : akwardly peaceful ]
[ jams : Hum - Stars / Far - Nestle ]
today has been pretty cool, strange, and relaxing. time to clean my room i think. then read for Japanese Lit. and math homework. time to get back into the swing of these things...
AND THEN EIGHTIES NIGHT TONIGHT!!!
[ mood : super-fucking-fine!!! ]
[ jams : Switchfoot - Meant to Live ]
okay. i am finally awake. wow. woweeeewow! last night (and most of this morning) was amazing. totally crazy when you can feel things touching you but there is nothing in the room. and here's a recap of the night...
bastards at Frys wouldn't let me buy. went to another store.
Chris and i down a fifth of jack in 3 hours.
talk nerd shit like Warhammer.
Mike comes home. as a present from Spain for me delivers a bottle of Absinthe.
Chris and i shoot it. burns like Nyquil from hell.
meet Chris' neighbor.
the trees start talking to me.
shoot some more Absinthe.walk sway stumble meander home.
avoid the trees trying to grab me.
pass out.
sleep...and CRAZY dreams...weird...and fun.
wake up.
blog like a nerdo.
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
it's not that i am hurting...i am just so beat up right now.
and it is all delicious.
i got some DAMN good sleep!
and now it's back to that. talk to ya'll latro!
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i'm glad my head doesn't hurt...because my heart is melting...
i'm so scared right now. everything is trying to grab me. good God...just let me fall asleep.
ABSINTHE ROCKS!!!
OH MY GOD!!! my roommate just got back from Spain and he brought me some...
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ABSINTHE!!!!
OH MY GOD!!!
OH MY GOD!!!
OH MY GOD!!!
i'm gonna go try some...
sweet Lord almighty i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited!!!
Sunday, March 21, 2004
back in tucson again...hmm...back to school. i think it's best though...spring break beat the fuck out of me...
now time for one last night...Chris and I and John Daniels (i know him so well i can call him by his first name).
damn...drinking every night...getting high every other...pills pills pills...if i keep this up something's gonna quit on me...
...time to redouble my efforts...
it's a travesty. a travesty i tell you! finally rebuilt the carburetor on good ol' Anna Mae, washed her up nice and clean, waxed her real good, detailed all the chrome, scrubbed the whitewalls, wiped down the interior...mmm, does she ever look sexy! one gorgeous 1966 wimbelton white Ford Mustang Coupe with a red interior. and me without a pretty little something to take for a Sunday drive. oh well. Anna Mae and i shall go it alone. what a travesty...but good Lordy is it great to have her up and running again!!! how i miss her when i am away...
